“Who Am I” pt. 6

Come to talk to you in the darkness the sounds of silence

Who Am I

You Judge the Words

…….Man created………She became…

Gospel of Thomas

4 Jesus said, “The person old in days won’t hesitate to ask a little child seven days old about the place of life, and that person will live. For many of the first will be last, and will become a single one.”

How do you ask a child 7 days old about their station in life?

[24]…and·he-is-saying mighty and strong she-shall-bring-forth the·earth soul living to·species-of·her beast and·moving-animal and·animal-of·him land to·species-of·her and·he-is-becoming so….

The Woman is putting the affairs of her house to order [earth] the word soul to the species of her beast [children] children alike animals without direction or structure.

Soul the difference between Good and Evil.

[25]…and·he-is-making mighty and strong animal-of the·land to·species-of·her and·» the·beast to·species-of·her every-of moving-animal-of the·ground to·species-of·him and·he-is-seeing Elohim that good….

Man to subdue the male child that roams the land and crosses into his presence.  A Lion  will guard his territory for the survival of his pride.

[26]….and·he-is-saying we-shall-make human in·image-of·us as·likeness-of·us and·they-shall-sway in·fish-of the·sea and·in·flyer-of the·heavens and·in·the·beast and·in·all-of the·earth and·in·every-of the·moving-animal the·one-moving on the land…

[27]…..and·he-is-creating the·human in·image-of·him in·image- he-created him male and female he created…

Man creates his sons and daughters in the image to be mighty and strong like the God  who created the world around him.

[28]…..and·he-is-blessing them and·he-is-saying to·them be-fruitful-you ! and·increase-you ! the earth and subdue you her ! and·sway-you !…….

Man is blessing his children and telling them to be fruitful and lift yourselves up the meaning of subdue.  In the content and context of a family unit.  Subdue bring your animal instincts under control.

…….in the fish of the sea [children] and·in·flyer-of the heavens [children standing on their own] and·in·every-of animal [those men and women around you] moving across the land [those within your field of vision]……..

  • Thou shalt not kill……means the soul of a person….If you kill someone with whatever means, you end the spirit of life, they were created in.  Death of the body has its own path…..

[29]….and·he-is-saying behold ! I-give to·you every-of herbage seeding seed which on faces-of and all of the earth every of the tree which in him fruit of tree seeding seed for you he is becoming food……

Man by his nature his seed gives his inheritance to those children and others within his tent for food,  his wisdom and knowledge. Woman nurtures with her seed the children and others within her tent.  The children inherit a double portion from the parents.

[30]…..for every animal of the land and for every flyer of the heavens for every moving animal on the land in which him soul living

ever of green herbage for food and he is becoming so…

Because of the word soul in this sentence it is not talking about animals the birds and the bees ect.  It is talking about the male child that becomes like his father, mighty like a king David and strong like the wisdom of his son Solomon.  King James writes it out as it is talking about the birds and the bees.

[31]…..and he is seeing all that which he made and behold ! good very and he is becoming the evening and he is becoming the morning day of the sixth..

Man is seeing himself Mighty and Strong in the family that he guarded and gave them an inheritance given to him by his father.  The males will protect the Woman and his pride from strangers in his world.

Gen. 3: 22….Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good and evil: and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also of the tree of life, and eat, and live for ever:

Children become like their parents to know good and evil least the male child thinks he can create life and live forever.

How do you ask a child 7 days old about their station in life?

12 And he that is eight days old shall be circumcised [Gen.17:12]

53 His disciples said to him, “Is circumcision useful or not?” He said to them, “If it were useful, their father would produce children
already circumcised from their mother. Rather, the true circumcision in spirit has become profitable in every respect.”

We are on the 6th day of creation of the family the man, the woman and their children.  I put this paradox out there for a reason.  Talk to a child at 7 days and circumcise him on the 8th day resolve that in your mind.  The only thing you have to work with is that time is not an absolute measurement.  It is malleable due to physics it falls in a realm called time dilation.  When an object moves at lighting speed towards another object time slows down when they get close to each other.  Words operate in the same realm.

Words from the past race at lightning speeds and time accelerates before they hit your eyes and mind in the present. They never spoke of the future because they knew their words would reach over the expanse of time through space.

39 Jesus said, “The Pharisees and the scholars have taken the keys of knowledge and have hidden them. They have not entered, nor have they allowed those who want to enter to do so. As for you, be as sly as snakes and as simple as doves.”

I write from the Leningrad Codex 1000 BC,  the last couple of verses I left out the word Elohim on purpose because in Hebrew it means Mighty and Strong.  That is who the children see in us and we want them to become like us.  The sentences are all lower case he and she ect…..The children respond to our nature.

The restless dreams you walk alone and touch the sounds of silence

Who am I”

“Who is like God”

“Joined together they became like one of us, Gods and became one God in Nature”

Def. of Temple [your body, soul and spirit] is a building where you serve a god or gods.

Oneness of Family in Nature

One Man

One Woman

Happy Trails Till We Meet Again

Peace and Quiet



“Rattlesnake King”

What Rose from the Dead? Mans Soul

Great song from 1965 before my world went sideways years later.  When the judge came down and told me I had two choices go to jail or join the Military.  I chose the Military and left home at 17 and half, already married, with a child.  Married 50 yrs now and it has been one hell of a  rollercoaster ride trying to find out who I was and where I was going as a man.  My wife through all the turmoils, I created, stood by my side when others cast me a drift.  So the moral of the story men when you look at that lady standing next to you.  Remember the word helpmeet in the early parts of [Genesis 2:18. And the LORD God said, It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him an help meet for him].

The Woman never rose from the dead She is the helpmeet the Redemption of Man.  She is the mother of all living things.  Men are born dead from the womb my generation and the generations behind me and generations yet to come.  Until man sees the Spirit of God in the darkness passing over his eyes.  Will he rise from his own tomb and step into the light.  Becoming one with his helpmeet and the Spirit of God.

Today is the great day that Jesus who was born from the womb of a woman rose into the heavens as a God.

Today is also a day to remember, Mohammad who was also born from the womb of a woman rose into the heavens as a God

Both said, “My  Lord forgive them for they do not know what they do”.

Today is a day to remember Ramakrishna, who codified Hinduism in 1836, a Supreme God who has uncountable divine powers. When God is formless, He is referred to by the term Brahman. When God has form, He is referred to by the term Paramatma. This is almighty God, whose three main forms are Brahma; the creator,Vishnu, the sustainer and Shiva, the destroyer

A series of bomb blasts struck luxury hotels and churches across Sri Lanka early Sunday. More than 200 people were killed and 560 injured in the coordinated attacks, which have put the entire country on lockdown.

Happy Easter

For Christianity one man-made Jesus a god

For Islam one man-made Muhammad a god

For Hindu one man-made three gods and other lesser gods

All three cast dispersion on the woman yet all three claim divine authority.

All three shed blood for territorial rights

15 Jesus said, “When you see one who was not born of woman, fall on your faces and worship. That one is your Father.”

I was having a conversation the other day with a young man.  The jest of the conversation was the woman has to know her nature, who she is in the scheme of Life.  One has to go back to the Old Testament.  That has always been my stance.  During the conversation a young lady by the name, Sandra J, joined in and agreed with me. You have to know the Old Testament to know what the New Testament is talking about.    It came to me;

  1. New believer or old believer stay out of the New Testament, KJV it is dangerous because you are not being taught the truth.
  2. The KJV Old Testament has for the most part stayed the same in construct just looks confusing to understand.

So with that in mind,  I will pick out a scripture and show you how to get the bang out of your buck;  I know the young ladies age so I will pick a scripture from the book of Ruth and apply it to a lady I have never meet, Here goes from the book of Ruth, 1st chapter;

  1. First look up the Hebrew meaning of Ruth….Companion; friend; vision of beauty
  2. Next Bethlehemjudah hebrew meaning ,”house of flesh”.
  3. Next Moab in hebrew means, “father”.
  4. Next Elimelech  in Hebrew means , “My God is King”.
  5. Next Naomi in hebrew means, “pleasantness”
  6. Next Mahlon in hebrew means “sickness”
  7. Next Chilion in hebrew means “sickly”
  8. Next Ephrathites in hebrew means  “fruitful”

Applying names to the two verses of Ruth.  I know Sandras age and she is married.  I do not know her husband’s name so for illustration only I will name him , Robert.  From her blog she lives in a cabin .  Using the definitions only;

  1. Companion; friend; vision of beauty….Sandra J
  2. “house of flesh” we are born of flesh ” Sandra and Robert
  3. “father” Robert has or had a father
  4. “My God is King” Robert and Sandra
  5. “pleasantness” Sandra
  6. “sickness” your soul is in darkness
  7. “sickly” your soul is in darkness
  8. “fruitful” this point Robert and Sandra eyes back to Genesis.

What I did was called transfiguration applying the definitions to the person.  Did not change the context or content of the message.  You make a habit of doing this when you read the Old Testament and you will see yourself in a new light .  Now the story has a body of flesh, blood and spirit in the present that came out of the past.

Happy Easter

From the


Rattlesnake King

Gospel of Me [Thomas]

Gospel of Thomas free Ebook pdf

Gospel of Thomas or actually: The Gospel According to Thomas also known as Codex II was found in Egypt in 1945. The very interesting thing is that the book contains direct citations of Jesus Christ in 114 verses. The Gospel of Thomas was written in 340 in Coptic, but the foundations are earlier oral traditions.

Since my last name is Thomas I figured I would paste some of my memorable sayings from the past to bring it to you in the present.  The pushback would be it is not canonized.  If you got down to it one person canonized the origins of the King James Bible.  Everything has a birth then by the hands of men then it morphs through evolutionary processes outside the Laws of Nature.   Snippets of what I wrote;

1 And he said, “Whoever discovers the interpretation of these sayings will not
taste death.”

2 Jesus said, “Those who seek should not stop seeking until they find.  When they find, they will be disturbed.  When they are disturbed, they will marvel, and will rule over all.”

3 Jesus said, “If your leaders say to you, ‘Look, the (Father’s) imperial rule is in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky will precede you.
If they say to you, ‘It is in the sea,’ then the fish will precede you. Rather, the (Father’s) imperial rule is inside you and outside you.
When you know yourselves, then you will be known, and you will understand that you are children of the living Father. But
if you do not know yourselves, then you live in poverty, and you are the poverty.”

10 Jesus said, “I have cast fire upon the world, and look, I’m guarding it until it blazes.”
11 Jesus said, “This heaven will pass away, and the one above it will pass away.  The dead are not alive, and the living will not die. 3
During the days when you ate what is dead, you made it come alive. When you are in the light, what will you do? on the day when you were one, you became two. But when you become two, what will you do?”
12 The disciples said to Jesus, “We know that you are going to leave us. Who
will be our leader?”
Jesus said to them, “No matter where you are, you are to go to James the just, for whose sake heaven and earth came into being.”

13 Jesus said to his disciples, “Compare me to something and tell me what I
am like.”
Simon Peter said to him, “You are like a just angel.”
Matthew said to him, “You are like a wise philosopher.”
Thomas said to him, “Teacher, my mouth is utterly unable to say what you are like.”Jesus said, “I am not your teacher. Because you have drunk, you have become intoxicated from the bubbling spring that I have tended.

The bubbling spring refers to the troubled waters of Bethesda,

3 In these lay a great multitude of impotent folk, of blind, halt, withered, waiting for the moving of the water.

4 For an angel went down at a certain season into the pool, and troubled the water: whosoever then first after the troubling of the water stepped in was made whole of whatsoever disease he had.

I am not your teacher, get up and walk;

5 And a certain man was there, which had an infirmity thirty and eight years.

Sounds like me 38 yrs of being lied to by the teachers of mans  gods.

6 When Jesus saw him lie, and knew that he had been now a long time in that case, he saith unto him, Wilt thou be made whole?

7 The impotent man answered him, Sir, I have no man, when the water is troubled, to put me into the pool: but while I am coming, another steppeth down before me.

This refers to to the God in the Garden in the Creation of your Nature.

8 Jesus saith unto him, Rise, take up thy bed, and walk.

9 And immediately the man was made whole, and took up his bed, and walked: and on the same day was the sabbath.

And he took him, and withdrew, and spoke three sayings to him.
When Thomas came back to his friends, they asked him, “What did Jesus say to you?”
Thomas said to them, “If I tell you one of the sayings he spoke to me, you will pick up rocks and stone me, and fire will come from the rocks and devour you.”
14 Jesus said to them, “If you fast, you will bring sin upon yourselves, and if you pray, you will be condemned,  and if you give to charity, you will harm your spirits. When you go into any region and walk about in the countryside, when people take you in, eat what they serve you and heal the sick among them.  After all, what goes into your mouth won’t defile you; what comes out
of your mouth will.”
15 Jesus said, “When you see one who was not born of woman, fall on your faces and worship. That one is your Father.”

It could be me but Jesus was not pointing to himself.  He was not pointing to Muhammad or to the other men who created religions around the world. He was not pointing to me who wrote this, Thomas.  This goes back to what I wrote in my blog,”Christianity’s Holiest Week.  An immortal god came down and put his seed in a mortal woman and out came a man-god.

16 Jesus said, “Perhaps people think that I have come to cast peace upon the world. They do not know that I have come to cast conflicts upon the earth: fire, sword, war. For there will be five in a house: there’ll be three against two and two against three, father against son and son against father, and they will stand alone.”

18 The disciples said to Jesus, “Tell us, how will our end come?”
Jesus said, “Have you found the beginning, then, that you are looking for the end? You see, the end will be where the beginning is. Congratulations to the one who stands at the beginning: that one will know the end and will not taste death.”

Semitic/Aramaic the past is your present go back into the Garden of Genesis and there you will find what you are looking for.

48 Jesus said, “If two make peace with each other in a single house, they will say to the mountain, ‘Move from here!’ and it will move.”

The mountain refers to your children because you stand higher in their eyes like gods.  They look up to you they are looking up into the heavens.  But if you think you can move the Rocky Mountains far be it from me to stop you.

49 Jesus said, “Congratulations to those who are alone and chosen, for you will find the (Father’s) domain. For you have come from it, and you will return there again.”

I could not have written these words any better.  Sometimes you have to quit listening to other men and return to the past, Genesis and find your nature within the Laws of Intelligent design, God.  Tomorrow is the Sixth day in the series , “Who Am I”.  Then I will run a series on “Who do I Serve.”

The difference between me and pastors of the clothe.  A pastor will never teach you more than he wants you to know if he did .  You would have no use for him.  Teaching I leave the judgement in your court to mull over a decision that you arrive at.  The word pastor does not exist in the Aramaic language it is something that one man put in the manuscripts for control.  Magic by a sleight of hand.  Like poker I call,” Show me your hand”.

Born of a woman,”Ismael born of Hagar,  Abraham stepped out of his Nature and almost lost his pride like a Lion to protect his cubs.  Belief in one God in the Garden who was not born of a woman.  Truth always remains consistent and does not deviate.

Who am I”

“Who is like God”

“Joined together they became like one of us, Gods and became one God in Nature”

Def. of Temple [your body, soul and spirit] is a building where you serve a god or gods.

Oneness of Family in Nature

Oneness of Man

Oneness of Woman

Happy Trails Till We Meet Again

Peace and Quiet



“Rattlesnake King”

Hell on Wheels

“Who Am I” pt. 5


In the Ancient Languages ,”Kipha” meant Dome the heavens over your head

Who Am I

You Judge the Words

Genesis of Your Answer

…….Man created………She became….

[20]……and·he-is-saying Elohim they-shall-roam the·waters roamer-of soul living and·flyer he-shall-fly over the·earth faces-of atmosphere-of the·heavens..

This sentence is talking about the spirit of words that will come across the soul of the living and he shall fly over the faces, he and she.  Your eyes are the windows to your soul. The darkness of your pupils where no one can see into your mind.  Once man started talking he went outside the Laws of Nature his Paternal spirit and started creating a god or gods to control other families. 

[21]…..and·he-is-creating Elohim the·monsters the·great-ones and every-of soul the·living the·moving which they roam the waters

He [hyphen] is [hyphen] creating God….monsters the great ones[ Gen. 6…There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown.]

This verse[ 21, & Gen 6] is talking about men that created gods,  this is in the present tense.  This is the ancient Sumerian religion of the Middle East about the 35th Century that created 3000 thousand gods.  Giants are words that become gods or goddesses in your soul.  Their spirit comes across your face if you allow it .  Or you return to the Laws of Nature the spirit of God that exists all around you.  God called the light and man called the darkness simply as that.

Monsters are words that split your soul between good and evil.  This would go to the question, “Who do You Serve?”  Roam the waters is the spirit of Life within all of us as individuals our uniqueness.

to the species of them which roam the waters to the species of them and every flyer of wing  to species of him seeing Elohim that good.

[22]…..and·he-is-blessing them Elohim to to  say of be fruitful you ! increase you ! and fill you ! the waters in the sea and the flyer shall increase in the earth….

Now it turns around and man is blessing God for opening his eyes to the world around him.  The flyer shall increase in the earth.  The words of mens gods shall flow across the atmosphere like spirits and land at your feet to control you if you let them.

[23]…and·he-is-becoming evening  and·he-is-becoming morning day fifth……

The interesting thing about these verses they are written in the present tense that came from the past into your presence landing on the tables before you.  Your eyes are your tables remove the stone from your eyes, your tomb and it will come to you.  I wrote these words in the present and when they arrive before your eyes that is already the past.  The cycle of Life is always in motion.  The family was a unit long before they gathered together in groups to form civilizations and nations.

Man created inequalities of Life by introducing organized gods in your temples.  Men become effeminate and bowed before mythological gods and the women became the maid servants of the darkness that he-called.  They shape shifted into the clothes of magic and spiritual beings.  Gods that came down from the heavens and impregnated mortal woman with his seed and produced a man-god.

Families have no religious bounds to man’s temples.   Men will not tell you or admit that you are part of the Genesis of Creation, your bare the seeds of man, good or evil.  Common sense gains knowledge and wisdom.  Woman by their nature are endowed with common sense and wisdom unless their conscience has been seared.  Men are endowed with logic and analytical skills unless their conscience becomes effeminate and wear different clothes they lose their pride as a human being.

Who am I”

“Who is like God”

“Joined together they became like one of us, Gods and became one God in Nature”

Def. of Temple [your body, soul and spirit] is a building where you serve a god or gods.

Oneness of Family in Nature

Oneness of Man

Oneness of Woman

Happy Trails Till We Meet Again

Peace and Quiet



“Rattlesnake King”

Hell on Wheels

“Who Am I” Christianity’s Holiest Week

This is Christianity’s Holiest Week everybody will remember what God did.    He sent his only begotten Son down to earth to walk amongst the human beings.  To save humanity from ourselves and from other gods that men created.   He sent an emissary down to earth and picked a woman out of the crowd and told her that the King of Creation would impregnate her with his seed.  She would bear a son and who would become the saviour of the world.
Staying true to his word and the Laws of Nature the boy needed a Mom to nourish him until he was ready to fly into the history books.   He left home at 12 disappeared for a couple of years.  Left his mom out of the narratives later in life and only taught to the men and made them some kind of spiritual proteges.  From there sprung the Roman Catholic Church and the mainline Protestant churches we see today.
A great week to rejoice and we all go around ending our prayers in the name of Thor amen.  I was talking about the mythological God Odin the only thing I left out was his wife;  Frigg who was the mom of Thor.  The high goddesses of Aesir.  Men like to create magic it sells as good as does sex.  They are powerful aphrodisiacs to lessen the strains of life that surround us on a daily basis.
Mythology of Christian god and a god of Islam.  Battle of the Titans
Zeus and Odin

Greek mythology has a lot of history, there has been a lot of gods, they all have differences and similarities, but the most powerful gods are Odin and Zeus. Zeus was born into greatness, he made his way to the top, and Odin, he had to earn it, he is one of the most dangerous gods ever. The gods, Zeus and Odin are similar in the ways that they maintain power and are strong gods; however, they are different in the ways that they are rulers of different gods and that Zeus is a supreme ruler.

Zeus and Odin do have similarities. These two powerful gods are equal in strength, power, and magic. For instance, both of them will not give up in accomplishing something that they want, they will not stop fighting until they are victorious and get what they want. For example, Odin said “I spent 10 years leading the Olympians in a battle with Titans – and won. Odin was also thought of as a magician, for he knew the secrets of the Runes. Therefore, they both are very similar.

These two gods, Zeus and Odin are alike because they both help and support the people that they rule. They are not only similar because of their equal strengths, but of how they maintain power. They are strong gods and they do a magnificent job of maintaining the power that they own. As the myths say, they are good at what they do. “ Zeus was the protector of the Greek kings and their families, the guardian of mortality, and the source of prophecies.  Zeus had a lot of responsibilities, and he tried his best to accomplish all of them. On the other hand, Odin also had some big responsibilities. “ Odin made the Earth and Sky. He created humans and all living creatures and ruled over them.  After Odin contributed to the world by showing off his skills of what he could do by creating living creatures he earned great respect, like Zeus. As a result, the powerful gods were highly appreciated.

Odin, is not only the ruler of Asgard, he is also the chief. Odin is the father of the gods. “ Chief of the Aesir gods; the god of war and death. He is sometimes called All-Father , the father of the gods.” The creator of the gods was probably the busiest one, since he had to take care of his sons, the gods. Of course, he did his best, and the people appreciated it.

Zeus is also one of the most powerful gods. He is a fighter. Through his entire long life he has done some significant things that stand out. One time he wanted to marry Hera, but she didn’t feel the same way. After trying countless times, Zeus still got rejected by Hera. One day the powerful god turned himself into a bird and went to Hera, he pretended to be injured. One of the reasons Hera did not want to marry Zeus was that he was already a true immortal, and he had a lot of control. He would be in a lot of danger since other gods that don’t have that much power would want to take over what he rightfully owns.  Zeus was the supreme ruler of Mount Olympus and the Pantheon of gods who resided there. “ He was also the keeper of laws and was responsible for making sure that both gods and mortals followed them.”

There was a lot of women that thought Zeus was handsome. He had a lot of children, some of them were Artemis, Hercules and Persephone. On the other hand, he had six siblings, two of them were Poseidon and Hades. After all of the hard work that he did, it really paid off. Zeus was seen as the protector of gods and humans.

In conclusion, these two gods are highly respected and admired because of their actions that have helped and have brought joy to people. Zeus and Odin are similar in the ways that they maintain power and are strong gods; but they are different in the ways that they are Rulers of different gods and that Zeus is a supreme ruler.

I always had a problem with a god that had one son and put his seed in a mortal women by some magical elixir and out came another god.  The other problem I had in the church’s you never saw the woman in Creation.  I always asked myself,”How Come”.  Why did the men of the spiritual clergy always point out my faults but touched lightly on theirs.
Yesterday I was engaged in a conversation with a young man over the same issues why does the church not teach about the women’s role in Creation.  Below are his answers which is a typical male oriented religion, you decide;
Ron, personally I don’t it’s necessary to read the old testament to know one’s role as a woman. the new testament even involves women in the work of GOD, much more than the old testament does.
I believe the old testament doesn’t give women much spiritual consideration in the things of GOD, the way the new testament does…there are many things, even the most spiritual clergymen won’t be able to answer. only GOD can answer everything, but he might not answer us till we meet him at the other side of the river.

If you do not know your role or identity as a woman in the Laws of Nature or as a Man in the Laws of Nature then you are nothing more than a slave a maid servant a concubine to the rulers and priests that shine over you.  You are neglecting your god given rights.  Your Paternal rights and Maternal rights you just handed over the deed to your sexual identity to the gods you serve.

I know for a fact in historical records that the New Testament was written by one man who worked for the Roman Catholic church in the 3rd century AD.  The New Testament is a made up story of magical divination of gods that go back to the Sumerian religions you see this in Gen. 6.  This occured around the 35th Century the first recorded organized religion.

Believe in Christianity or even Islam that creates magic from the ancient texts of the ancient Semitic/Aramaic Hebrew cultures.  Then you need to say this prayer from a man of the clothe to resolve the unanswered questions in your soul;

Pray With Me
Yahshua, forgive me for being a dumb disciple, for the times when my heart goes hard, and the eyes of my heart are closed, and the ears of my heart are stopped. God, keep working with me, leading me in Your will, healing my heart and opening my eyes and ears to Your grace. In Jesus’ Name! Amen.  Pastor Ray Patrick who undoubtedly has a college degree and a dream to fulfill, he wants your money and keeps you stupefied.

Staying within the Laws of Nature there are Moms and Dads why did an immortal god come down to earth to impregnate a mortal woman with his seed to bear his son.  It is outside the strict mathematical codes and structures of life.  Ask your spiritual clergy that question; Why did he impregnate a mortal woman?and the best answer you will get,  Because he can.  He made me a man why would he violate his own rules.   If he can violate them so can I.  For within me are two seeds, good and evil.


Image result for image of the aramaic aleph

This image in ancient Semitic an Aramaic means ,”Aleph” it means the old Bulls teach the younger bulls.  Of course the cross is the woman who has equal strength she bears the labors of Creation tempered by her nurturing spirit and emotional support to all, her family, her pets, her plants, her garden it is her nature to care for creation.  Men take that away and sear their consciences and their spirit.

Who Am I

 You Judge My Words

Def. of Temple [your body, soul and spirit]  is a building where you serve a god or gods.

Who Am I? 

“Who do I Serve”

One Family in Nature

One Man

One Woman

Happy Trails Till We Meet Again

 Peace and Quiet



“Rattlesnake King”

Hell on Wheels


Gospel of Mary 5th BC.


This is reprint of a papyrus roll that was written about the 5th century  and found in the latter part of the 19th century. Interesting reading.  It is the Gospel of Mary;

The nature of matter
“… Will m[a]tter then be utterly [destroyed or not?”
The Savior replied, “Every nature, every modeled form,every creature, exists in and with each other.
They will dissolve again into their own proper root. For the nature of matter is dissolved into what belongs to its nature.
Anyone with two ears able to hear should listen!
The nature of sin and the Good
‘Then Peter said to him, “You have been explaining everytopic to us; tell us one other thing.
What is the sin of the world?”
The Savior replied, “There is no such thing as sin;
rather you yourselves are what produces sin when you act in accordance with the nature of adultery, which is called ‘sin.’
For this reason, the Goodcame among you, pursuing (the good) which belongs to everynature.
It will set it within its root.”
Then he continued. He said, “This is why you get si[c]k and die:
because [you love] what de[c]ei[ve]s
[Anyone who] thinks should consider (these matters)!
“[Ma]tter gav[e bi]rth to a passion which has no Image because it derives from what is contrary to nature. A disturbing confusion then occurred in the whole body.
That is why I told you, ‘Become content at heart,
while also remaining discontent and disobedient;indeed become contented and agreeable (only) in the presence of that other Image of nature.’ “Anyone with two ears capable of hearinging should listen!”
When the Blessed One had said these things, he greeted them all. “Peace be with you!” he said. “Acquire my peace within yourselves!
“Be on your guard
so that no one deceives you by saying, ‘Look over here!’ or ‘Look over there!’ For the child of true Humanity exists within you.
Follow it!
Those who search for it will find it.
“Go then, preach] the good news about the Realm. [Do] not lay down any rule beyond what I determined for you, ‘ nor promulgate  law like the lawgiver, or else you might be dominated by it.”
“After he had said these things,he departed from them.
Mary comforts the other~J disciples
‘But they were distressed and wept gready. “How are we going to go out to the rest of the world to announce the good news about the Realm of the child of true Humanity?” they said. “If they did not spare him, how will they spare us?”
Then Mary stood up. She greeted them all, addressing her brothers and sisters,
“Do not weep and be distressed nor let
When Mary had said these things, she turned their heart[toward] the Good,
and they began to deba[t]e about the wor[d]s of [the Savior].
asks Mary to teach.
‘Peter said to Mary,“Sister, we know that the Savior loved you more than all other women. Telus the words of the Savior that you remember,the things which you know that we don’t because we haven’t heard them.”
Mary responded, “I will teach you about what is hidden from you.”
And she began to speak these words to them.
Visioand mind
‘She said, “I saw the Lord in vision and I said to him, ‘Lord, I saw you today in avision.
He answered me, ‘How wonderful  you are for not wavering seeing me!
For where the mind
there is the treasure.’
I said to him, ‘So now, Lord,does a person who sees a vision see it <with> the soul <or> with the spirit?’
The soul answered, ‘I saw
You did not see me nor did you know me. You (mis)took the garment (I wore) for my (true)
And you did not recognize me.’
After it had said these things, it left rejoicing greatly.
Again, it came to the third Power, which is called ‘Ignorance.’
[It] examined die soul closely, saying, ‘Where are you going?
You are bound by wickedness. Indeed you are bound!
Do not judge!’
And the soul said, ‘Why do you judge me, since I have not passed judgement?
I have been bound, but I have not bound (anything).
They did not recognize me, but I have recognized that the universe is to be dissolved, both the things of earth and those of heaven.’When the soul had brought the third Power to naught, it went upward and sathe fourth Power. It had seven forms.
The first form is darkness;
the second is desire;
the third is ignorance;
the fourth is zeal for death;
the fifth is the realm of the flesh;
the sixth is the foolish wisdom of the flesh;
the seventh is the wisdom of the wrathful person.
These are the seven Powers of Wrath.
They interrogated the soul, ‘Where are you coming from,human-killer, and where are you going, space-conqueror?’
The soul replied, saying, ‘What binds me has been slain, and what surrounds me has been destroyed, and my desire has been brought to an end, and ignorance has died.
In a [wor]ld, I was setloose from a world [an]d in a type,from a type which is above, and(from) the chain of forgetfulness which exists in time.
From this hour on, for the time of the dueseason of the aeon, I will receiverest i[n] silence.’ 
The disciples’ dispute  over Mary’s teaching
Andrew responded,addressing the brothers and sisters,“Say what you will about the things she has said,
but I do not believe that the S[a]vior said these things, ft or] indeed these teachings are strange ideas.”
Peter responded, bringing up similar concerns. He questioned them about the Savior: “Did he,then, speak with a woman in private without our knowing about it?
Are we to turn around and listen to her? Did he choose her over
Then [M]ary wept and said to Peter, “My brother Peter, what are you imagining?
Do you think that I have thought up these things by myself in my heart or that I am telling lies about the Savior?”
Levi answered, speaking to Peter, “Peter, you have always been wrathful person. Now I see you contending against the woman like the Adversaries. ‘For if the Savior made her worthy, who are you then for your part to reject her?‘”Assuredly the Savior’s knowledge of her is completely reliable. That iwhy he loved her more than us.“”Rather we should be
ashamed. We should clothe ourselves with the perfect Human,acquire it for ourselves as he comcommanded us, ‘ and announce the good news,
not laying down any other rule or law that differs from what the Savior said.”
After [he had said these]things, they started going out [to]teach and to preach.
[The Gos]pel according to Mary
This has major implications;
  1. She had a vision no angel showed up
  2. Two she taught the men to go out and teach
  3. This follows exactly what I have been teaching all along.
  4. The King James massacres the woman that is the bloodletting on the Cross.
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